Been playing alot of LoL lately,
Well it seems that other then work, you have been pretty much playing that too.
From the pm of the game,
you seem to have a new love lately, Janicia
she is no stranger, met here once, heard alot about her from Felicia and some from you,
that you feel that she has the same kind of personality as you do.
But oh well, who knows?
The moment i saw that pm, couldnt help it but my mood went out of control again.
Vented my anger on Brian, again.
{ I am so sorry Brian, its always you. Thank you so much, if not for you i have no idea what have become of me i know i told you a gazillion times it wouldn't matter to me anymore but i just couldn't keep my promise.}
Schools, games ,Clubs and drinking my life away seems to be the only things i do after the impact when you left me.
You never seem to change at all, first it was choc, then it was me, sher, Felicia and now janicia.
I never knew what was going on in your mind all along ...
love? looks? lust?
You make me wonder, 6 years... march 14's coming again soon.
The feelings' getting greater, every year you spend it with a different girl.
Did you really think i could handle all this?
It has been a a year or two since you left me, but your voice and images just kept ringing up in my mind
day and nite,
Everytime something happens to me, i think of you, hoping that you will be there for me at that very moment
happiness, disappointment, sorrows, at the verge of breakdown,
I always hope you were there.
In reality,
...i couldn't even share a thought with you now.
Situations just had to become so bad between us...
Just like quicksand, the more i struggle to forget you, the worst it gets for me.
I am seriously ashamed of myself
全都是骗自己
其实...还爱你.
In the past, at the point where everybody thinks that it's ok for me,
only you come by telling me that i lead a lonely life that lacks joy, laughter and motivation.
You brought me those in the 4 years,
then after, you took it all away.
Well it seems that other then work, you have been pretty much playing that too.
From the pm of the game,
you seem to have a new love lately, Janicia
she is no stranger, met here once, heard alot about her from Felicia and some from you,
that you feel that she has the same kind of personality as you do.
But oh well, who knows?
The moment i saw that pm, couldnt help it but my mood went out of control again.
Vented my anger on Brian, again.
{ I am so sorry Brian, its always you. Thank you so much, if not for you i have no idea what have become of me i know i told you a gazillion times it wouldn't matter to me anymore but i just couldn't keep my promise.}
Schools, games ,Clubs and drinking my life away seems to be the only things i do after the impact when you left me.
You never seem to change at all, first it was choc, then it was me, sher, Felicia and now janicia.
I never knew what was going on in your mind all along ...
love? looks? lust?
You make me wonder, 6 years... march 14's coming again soon.
The feelings' getting greater, every year you spend it with a different girl.
Did you really think i could handle all this?
It has been a a year or two since you left me, but your voice and images just kept ringing up in my mind
day and nite,
Everytime something happens to me, i think of you, hoping that you will be there for me at that very moment
happiness, disappointment, sorrows, at the verge of breakdown,
I always hope you were there.
In reality,
...i couldn't even share a thought with you now.
Situations just had to become so bad between us...
Just like quicksand, the more i struggle to forget you, the worst it gets for me.
I am seriously ashamed of myself
全都是骗自己
其实...还爱你.
In the past, at the point where everybody thinks that it's ok for me,
only you come by telling me that i lead a lonely life that lacks joy, laughter and motivation.
You brought me those in the 4 years,
then after, you took it all away.
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