I heard someone whisper your name.
I turned around to see who it was.
I was being alone.
Been acting up i suppose...
My mind is finally telling me that i miss you.
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Does everything ends here?
就这样结束了吗？
有点遗憾。。。
但是似乎不知道为舌么
心里好像轻松了许多，
放手真的不容易
但是。。。放手了之后的感觉的确是很不一样的。
保重了，我的灵魂伙伴
{MySoulMate}。
It‘s the kind of feeling that everyone should experience, at least once in a lifetime.
有点遗憾。。。
但是似乎不知道为舌么
心里好像轻松了许多，
放手真的不容易
但是。。。放手了之后的感觉的确是很不一样的。
保重了，我的灵魂伙伴
{MySoulMate}。
It‘s the kind of feeling that everyone should experience, at least once in a lifetime.
Sunday, August 9, 2009
14 ) Things have come to a situation i don't know how to salvage...For the first time in six years.
FUCKYOU.
sorry for the abrupt entry but yah.
i don't see y u cant see the point.
I have been with you for so long, who is the one standing side by side with you for six fucking years?
Who is the one that has been there and believe whatever that you are doing is for the better/good for so fucking long?
Seriously, its just because u had a problem with that fren(s) of urs and u applied ur so called theorem on me that i don;t put myself in ur shoes.
*JOKES. HA
AM I THE SAME AS THEM IN THE FIRST POINT.
And for her, i dun even wanna mention, just because of she said (i dunno wadever fucking miss goody-two-shoes has said) *be there for you even i dunno what ever ur frens issue. wadever blablah shit u call that * EXTREMELY COMFORTING WORDS THAT MAKE U FEEL LIKE ORGASM ISSIT.* {seriously i don't hate her nor am i giving sarcastic remarks because of u loving her, but you are making me disappointed in you instead. I don't know why so.}
AND Just because of that u actually tell me u feel that i have not trusted you and be there for you giving u the support and been giving u issues instead.
YOU ARE JUST A SERIOUSLY FUCKING BLIND/SHALLOW/IGNORANT man.
Seriously even if u die now. i wonder would she even cry that hard/be in despair for u.
Haven i been there for u for the fucking six years that i spent with you? HAVEN I ?
ARE those to be be forgotten or ignored JUST BECAUSE U FOUND MISS GOODY-TWO-SHOES THAT HAS THE ABILITY TO GIVE U COMFORTING WORDS.
Just because u happen to have her as ur colleague for barely a few months you actually tell me that.Yahyah... i can feel that you are going to tell me sometimes its not the duration of the time its the quality.
OH YEAh? if thats the case y do u think The phrase. TIME CAN NVR NVR NVR BE BOUGHT WITH MONEY come from? ANd y do people treasure it so much? i cannot believe that you can just forget and ignore or don;t even bother to think about the fact that we have spent like fucking six years of time together and tell me this at this point of time.
seriously, if not for ur frens that actually u thought abandoned you. (AND YOU ARE NW ALL ALONE because you have so DITCHED ME but still clings and tries so hard to make you happy girl is still trying to be there for you. sick of me ? i wonder.)
You would not have thot that she is
"Miss Oh so wonderful, wonderful enough to be my wife
and she is so fucking understanding, unlike the girl{typically referring to me} who is so not trusting and not being there for you at that point of time}
Have you even see the effort i am trying to hard to mend the bonds that have been broken with you and ur buddies because i feel that you truly enjoy the times you guys had even for the past six years?
And for her? she doesn't even do a thing but by just saying a sentence you can just ignore everything, all the things i have done/ been trying so hard/ been trying to please you because you feel that whatever i said is sarcasm to your miss oh so wonderful?
I beg you.
I am feeling so lost now, i tried to mend things over and over again, it doesn't seems to be working, it just seems to make things worst.
It take two hands to clap you know? If i am the only one trying, nothing is going to work.
I have to admit...
i might have just said all the stuff(be it here or vocally) that i shouldn't or didnt meant it by heart. but they are my voices within.
And its all because i love you.
I wish to shelter all your problems and pressure you are undergoing but you nolonger share them like you use to with me, u said that i have changed, but look,
You've changed, too. I miss those times we have been together and been giving support to each other no matter what happens.
I don't give refreshing new feelings but at least i can swear and promise i can give you the best care and corncern no one can be there for you like old man and wife no matter what happens in furture or now.
sorry for the abrupt entry but yah.
i don't see y u cant see the point.
I have been with you for so long, who is the one standing side by side with you for six fucking years?
Who is the one that has been there and believe whatever that you are doing is for the better/good for so fucking long?
Seriously, its just because u had a problem with that fren(s) of urs and u applied ur so called theorem on me that i don;t put myself in ur shoes.
*JOKES. HA
AM I THE SAME AS THEM IN THE FIRST POINT.
And for her, i dun even wanna mention, just because of she said (i dunno wadever fucking miss goody-two-shoes has said) *be there for you even i dunno what ever ur frens issue. wadever blablah shit u call that * EXTREMELY COMFORTING WORDS THAT MAKE U FEEL LIKE ORGASM ISSIT.* {seriously i don't hate her nor am i giving sarcastic remarks because of u loving her, but you are making me disappointed in you instead. I don't know why so.}
AND Just because of that u actually tell me u feel that i have not trusted you and be there for you giving u the support and been giving u issues instead.
YOU ARE JUST A SERIOUSLY FUCKING BLIND/SHALLOW/IGNORANT man.
Seriously even if u die now. i wonder would she even cry that hard/be in despair for u.
Haven i been there for u for the fucking six years that i spent with you? HAVEN I ?
ARE those to be be forgotten or ignored JUST BECAUSE U FOUND MISS GOODY-TWO-SHOES THAT HAS THE ABILITY TO GIVE U COMFORTING WORDS.
Just because u happen to have her as ur colleague for barely a few months you actually tell me that.Yahyah... i can feel that you are going to tell me sometimes its not the duration of the time its the quality.
OH YEAh? if thats the case y do u think The phrase. TIME CAN NVR NVR NVR BE BOUGHT WITH MONEY come from? ANd y do people treasure it so much? i cannot believe that you can just forget and ignore or don;t even bother to think about the fact that we have spent like fucking six years of time together and tell me this at this point of time.
seriously, if not for ur frens that actually u thought abandoned you. (AND YOU ARE NW ALL ALONE because you have so DITCHED ME but still clings and tries so hard to make you happy girl is still trying to be there for you. sick of me ? i wonder.)
You would not have thot that she is
"Miss Oh so wonderful, wonderful enough to be my wife
and she is so fucking understanding, unlike the girl{typically referring to me} who is so not trusting and not being there for you at that point of time}
Have you even see the effort i am trying to hard to mend the bonds that have been broken with you and ur buddies because i feel that you truly enjoy the times you guys had even for the past six years?
And for her? she doesn't even do a thing but by just saying a sentence you can just ignore everything, all the things i have done/ been trying so hard/ been trying to please you because you feel that whatever i said is sarcasm to your miss oh so wonderful?
I beg you.
I am feeling so lost now, i tried to mend things over and over again, it doesn't seems to be working, it just seems to make things worst.
It take two hands to clap you know? If i am the only one trying, nothing is going to work.
I have to admit...
i might have just said all the stuff(be it here or vocally) that i shouldn't or didnt meant it by heart. but they are my voices within.
And its all because i love you.
I wish to shelter all your problems and pressure you are undergoing but you nolonger share them like you use to with me, u said that i have changed, but look,
You've changed, too. I miss those times we have been together and been giving support to each other no matter what happens.
I don't give refreshing new feelings but at least i can swear and promise i can give you the best care and corncern no one can be there for you like old man and wife no matter what happens in furture or now.
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
13
13) People tend to Love things that their loverboy/girl Love. Don't they?
but it seems that,
i remember every single thing that you love and thing that you said.
- I love the different colours u love because u love.
- I love took up the habit of drinking Green tea because u love.
- I love Gaming because u love.
- I love Techno and eurodance because u love.
- I love Soft rock because u love.
- I love Denim skirts because u say girls look pretty wearing it.
- I love Listening to smoothing sleepy songs because u love.
- I love Reading lovey dovey sad novels because u love.
- I love Talking about horoscopes because u love talking about it.
- I love to tell lame jokes because u tend to love to listen to it. ( even when u say u hate me saying lame jokes. )
- I love ken-chan because u said u felt like him.
- I love thinking about how and what i can do for others instead of myself because u love to do it too.
- I love to cook because u said u like girls that cook.
- I love your family members because you love them, despite what they say of me.
- I love sasha because u love her.
- I love minty stuff because u said u love it.
- I love to smile really widely because u love girls with a great smile.
- I love to eat Prawn mee with 2 eggs because u love it.
- I love SME mac breakfast because u love it.
- I love having my hair smell really great because u said u love girls with great scent on their hair.
but it seems that,
i remember every single thing that you love and thing that you said.
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Onze
11
(^_^)
You think I don't know you're out of control.
You already know I'm not attached to material.
Boy, you're stone cold, you say it ain't so.
Yeah, what did I do but give love to you?
I'm just confused as I stand here and look at you.
From head to feet, all that's not mine.
Go ahead, let others have the keys that's not what I need from you.
I decided to give it all up.
But I'm takin' back my love.
I've given you too much.
But I'm takin' back my love.
Chorlor 的恐龙妹 decides to stop.
(^_^)
You think I don't know you're out of control.
You already know I'm not attached to material.
Boy, you're stone cold, you say it ain't so.
Yeah, what did I do but give love to you?
I'm just confused as I stand here and look at you.
From head to feet, all that's not mine.
Go ahead, let others have the keys that's not what I need from you.
I decided to give it all up.
But I'm takin' back my love.
I've given you too much.
But I'm takin' back my love.
Chorlor 的恐龙妹 decides to stop.
No. 1o
1o) PDT/FMT. much?
What i know?
What i do not know?
What i know?
- Lsy can't forget.
What i do not know?
- Lsy do not know how to forget.
- How long does it takes to forget.
- Lsy needs to know how to forget.
- Does time really heals everything.
Saturday, July 25, 2009
Neuf
9)
^^
LOL
HAI! i am laughing at my stupidity.
Suddenly i don't know why am i suffering so much over you,
Spending her nights at your house eh? AGN.
Awkwardness, it feels as if u feel sinful to talk to me when i call. HA.
Ran & ran. In the end , For?
Emptiness.
^^
LOL
HAI! i am laughing at my stupidity.
Suddenly i don't know why am i suffering so much over you,
Spending her nights at your house eh? AGN.
Awkwardness, it feels as if u feel sinful to talk to me when i call. HA.
Ran & ran. In the end , For?
Emptiness.
Thursday, July 23, 2009
8ight
8) You kept falling in love, but when u fell, u always fell towards me.
I am an human/actor, not an android.
I can act, i can lie. I cant ignore my feelings.
放手?
真的能嗎?
為什么我不能呢?
不放我很痛苦..
放又放不下...
我真他 妈王八蛋.
Once again, time goes by, I am hurt.
''有谁不希望爱情天长地久，但如果一段爱情让俩人觉得在一起是很累 的，那为何不试着放手。。。''
Easier said than done.
I am an human/actor, not an android.
I can act, i can lie. I cant ignore my feelings.
放手?
真的能嗎?
為什么我不能呢?
不放我很痛苦..
放又放不下...
我真他 妈王八蛋.
Once again, time goes by, I am hurt.
''有谁不希望爱情天长地久，但如果一段爱情让俩人觉得在一起是很累 的，那为何不试着放手。。。''
Easier said than done.
Se7en
7) 我会拖因为我怕痛。有一种爱叫做放手，我办的到的。
如果说你要走我不会留,然后我们说清楚一句话就够.
I guess i know whats next.
Shussh boy, i know.
do whats best for you.
I am no longer in the picture.
I just needed sometime.
At least for now.
如果说你要走我不会留,然后我们说清楚一句话就够.
I guess i know whats next.
Shussh boy, i know.
do whats best for you.
I am no longer in the picture.
I just needed sometime.
At least for now.
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
This update meant nothing by nature. 6 } Ignore it.
6. 爱，不在了。
I don't wanna run away but i cant take it, i dont understand.
6 years down the road. 我累了，
6 liters of tears. 我真的泪了。
6 thousands kisses.
6 million seconds of time spent together.
& i just realise, everything has the ability to vanish within minutes.
I would like to appreciate what ever you have done for me.
I would like to be happy for you if u found ur happiness.
But how can i do it, if it is still so hurtful after so long.
& for goodness sake, who would like to feel jealous, its not as if its ecstasy.
FUCKit.
I just can't take the fact that you fall in love so easily.
I can't take the fact that u always go against things that u assure ppl.
I hear u say over and over again that its impossible for u and her. and now?
HA, i shld've known. It's the second time/second girl anyway.
You say i shouldn't only care for myself and be so selfish, think about you. My world PRACTICALLY REVOLVES AROUND YOU. Why would i not think for you?
You are just contradicting yourself, u tell me u are not that kind of man.
But just months ago u tell me u are so deeply hurt that u don't feel like going into any relationships for now.
You are a the good man here, alrite?
I am sorry for getting jealous over every girl that u dote on & plant my sarcasms on you because of that.
But i just can't take it anymore.
I am sorry that ily.
but i really wonder.
If you are no longer by my side, would i have the strength to stand at all?
I once thought i've got u and u've got me.
I don't wanna run away but i cant take it, i dont understand.
6 years down the road. 我累了，
6 liters of tears. 我真的泪了。
6 thousands kisses.
6 million seconds of time spent together.
& i just realise, everything has the ability to vanish within minutes.
I would like to appreciate what ever you have done for me.
I would like to be happy for you if u found ur happiness.
But how can i do it, if it is still so hurtful after so long.
& for goodness sake, who would like to feel jealous, its not as if its ecstasy.
FUCKit.
I just can't take the fact that you fall in love so easily.
I can't take the fact that u always go against things that u assure ppl.
I hear u say over and over again that its impossible for u and her. and now?
HA, i shld've known. It's the second time/second girl anyway.
You say i shouldn't only care for myself and be so selfish, think about you. My world PRACTICALLY REVOLVES AROUND YOU. Why would i not think for you?
You are just contradicting yourself, u tell me u are not that kind of man.
But just months ago u tell me u are so deeply hurt that u don't feel like going into any relationships for now.
You are a the good man here, alrite?
I am sorry for getting jealous over every girl that u dote on & plant my sarcasms on you because of that.
But i just can't take it anymore.
I am sorry that ily.
but i really wonder.
If you are no longer by my side, would i have the strength to stand at all?
I once thought i've got u and u've got me.
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
[ V ]
V
* Appreciate the bonds formed before they are gone, Forever.
Took years of TLC to maintain
Yet
Took only one second to break.
That's how fragile it can be.
Quarrels, fights and arguments there may be,
should they only bring the bonds closer together.
But still...Lets not forget what great memories they bring us. ^^
* Appreciate the bonds formed before they are gone, Forever.
- Bonds
Took years of TLC to maintain
Yet
Took only one second to break.
That's how fragile it can be.
Quarrels, fights and arguments there may be,
should they only bring the bonds closer together.
But still...Lets not forget what great memories they bring us. ^^
Monday, July 20, 2009
※ 3
※3. Would love to go Backpacking around the world with a partner
P.S. With him carrying the camera.
・But thy lady can't seems to fit all her necessities into one.
・OK. Maybe Luggage pack?
First of 1026.
Inspired by A book. {that is not published , yet?}
This Blog is no longer dead.
Been here Since 2003 tho.
1. Have actually stalked someone's blog for 6 years.
* & He is not aware. I think i contributed to 30000 of his counter.
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